Lately, I've felt like a different person. I don't know of it's the new medicine or going to school. This is feeling like the first time in years that I can think, without cutting myself down. I also think that it might be because of YouTube.
You maybe asking yourself YouTube? How could? What is he talking about? Yes, I'm talking about YouTube. My whole life I've had a positive family, that I didn't listen to. It wasn't them it was me, which I finally realize that. Its all the positive words that I've been getting from fellow Shaytember people. Everyday its good job, you can do it, and your awesome I look up to you. Even little old me has changed some people just in Shaytember. That feeling has no equal. I love helping people receiving there advice and giving them my own.
The feeling of finally being able to help people, its amazing. Since Shaytember has started I've been a brand new Chris. Sometimes it feels like I'm finally fighting for what I want. Today, I did something that I've never done before. I emailed clubs at school and might be joining one. I also might be playing Rugby for the Omaha Goats or at least practice with them.
I'm finally fighting for me and finally being me again. I'm loving life right now and wouldn't change it for the world.
Remember to be awesome and I love you.
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